WEEK 5 OF A PIECE A WEEK
STOLEN
(from thin air)
for once there wasn't a life-changing event that randomly happened this week, i got to experience normality for just a lil bit. in that, however i had some thoughts rushing around in my head. a lot more to do with my art and it's consistency in style or quality. i can feel myself getting a little better each time, because it gets a little easier to do some things just from how much i've gotten practice over the years, and especially working on stuff once a week is helping LOADS. even still, i find myself kinda looking back on stuff i was making even just a year ago and thinking to myself, "i can do so much better now, it just kinda feels like i have nothing to show for it."
and then i sat on that thought for longer than 15 seconds or so and realized that's such a stupid way to perceive my own work LMFAO.
OBVIOUSLY my current output of work is better than it was a year ago, I'VE BEEN PRACTICING INTENTIONALLY TO GET BETTER SINCE THEN.
me from a year ago wasn't as well-versed in the stuff i do now. and it's not that i was really BAD a year ago, just that in that year i've taken the time to learn how to make my work more visually interesting and making the effort to use it as a means of expression.
and even further i took the time to put my work and my journey as a whole in my art into context: i've been doodling on the computer since i had the capacity to open ms paint, i've only been doing art like this deliberately outside of a "making covers for music" context for about two and a half years, and in that time i've learned sO MUCH. i get worried often about my work not having a "style" to it the way others' might. but i look across everything i've ever done and then the works of artists that inspire me and i not only can see that the inspiration is sticking around, but that the stuff that i'm doing is increasingly it's own thing the longer i do it.
all that to say, i'm glad i chose to do a piece a week this year. it's letting me see things about my art i wouldn't have been able to before.
'til next time <3