How’s today going?

[kevin supermarket]

might also be sick. have been having trouble eating as much food as normal, as if my stomach suddenly got smaller. have also just heavier/less able to move around after sitting stationary for a while. not fun!
have a class i don't wanna go to tomorrow, but then a game jam this weekend that will hopefully be fun. tryna stay positive
i'm also really into virtual hockey now. play Puck on steam

 

[Andrew]

Hope you both feel better soon!

 

[kevin supermarket]

mental breakdown

 

[Mukky]

Got some mad annoying mouth and tounge ulcers which is making eating a painful task.

Increadibly stressful time right now, and time ahead, I don't have much time to find a new house. Every time I get a W my life de-rails itself again.

 

[Laqzi]

today im feeling good ngl

 

[mugrootbeer]

uughhhghhjdjdjh,,;;;;;;;;;;;;

 

[Andrew]

Today's been ok! Fighting off the exhaustion as I watch the walls collapse around me. Missing the end of history lately.

 

[Andrew]

Fairly ill from something. Not a virus, afaik, but I can't really process food properly right now. On top of that, snowed in, so I can't even go for a drive anywhere to get my mind on something else. Not a good combo so far.

 

[KeplerElectronics]

Fairly ill from something. Not a virus, afaik, but I can't really process food properly right now. On top of that, snowed in, so I can't even go for a drive anywhere to get my mind on something else. Not a good combo so far.

Hope you feel better soon! mystery illnesses are never fun

 

[Andrew]

Thank you! Completely agreed.

 

[kevin supermarket]

overly turbulent mood swings and despising college more than ever. i never thought i would wish i didn't have a full ride

sorry if it sounds like i'm not grateful enough it's just hard to when all of this money is going towards making me realize how awful my ADHD is and how much better off i'd be if i just worked on things when i wanted to and didn't have my passion hindered by useless busywork constantly

i like my 3ds though and hopefully the one i bought is coming soon. it's white and it's a normal 3ds (shaped more like a ds/dsi) so i'll have more fun decorating and using it

 

[KeplerElectronics]

overly turbulent mood swings and despising college more than ever. i never thought i would wish i didn't have a full ride

sorry if it sounds like i'm not grateful enough it's just hard to when all of this money is going towards making me realize how awful my ADHD is and how much better off i'd be if i just worked on things when i wanted to and didn't have my passion hindered by useless busywork constantly

i like my 3ds though and hopefully the one i bought is coming soon. it's white and it's a normal 3ds (shaped more like a ds/dsi) so i'll have more fun decorating and using it

I had the same feelings about my degree. (besides the ADHD, I haven't been diagnosed, but the feelings of work only happening when it wants to still apply). My last couple years of my degree were rough so i totally get the mood swings. mental health stuff just makes college way worse (i got diagnosed with OCD last summer which explained a lot of things haha)

I did mechanical engineering and seriously considered dropping out like four or five times lmao, but managed to graduate in december

 

[Andrew]

As I've mentioned earlier in the week, I've been ridiculously sick lately. Serious case of influenza that they thought was pneumonia because of just how bad it was. I'm on tamiflu now and in a bizarre state of limbo where nothing feels quite right but I do still feel significantly better, so believe me - I am not complaining by any stretch of the means.

It was around this time last year that I had a doc tell me to get my affairs in order because my case of the flu had progressed too far and tamiflu would likely do nothing (thankfully it saved my life!) but I gotta say: getting pretty tired of this already. I no longer care for my meat prison, grant me cybernetics and grant me them now. It worked out super well for Keanu Reeves in 2077, right?

Anyways, I lost my mind and ordered food delivery because I cannot stand another oatmeal/probiotic yogurt combo. I may not have robot lungs in the near future but I will have Wingstop in the next 30-45 minutes. I think that's still pretty sweet.

 

[Mukky]

Slowly going insane due to some extremely dark mental horrors but I'm trying my hardest to get these feelings and horrors out into my art in the hopes it'll help me come to terms with what's going on.

 

[Andrew]

Feeling better and better as time goes on. Still exhausted, tho. Slept like ten hours overnight and woke up this AM with marks under my eyes that would make most raccoons jealous.

 

[Transendium]

I forgot to eat the whole day. uh I'm normal I promise

 

[KeplerElectronics]

I spent most of my work day today reinstalling Windows on my work laptop. Apparently a windows update about four months ago borked one of the most popular software packages for programming industrial machinery, and the only way to get it working again is to roll back to an old version. it took me like six hours to discover the cause, get the old version, figure out which ethernet ports actually worked, then install the software and determine if it was fixed. Good old microsoft

On the plus side, I finally had time to change my wallpaper to a DesktopGeneration one :)

 

[Andrew]

Nearly 1AM. Eating leftover chili and losing my mind working on visuals. Life is good.

 

[Transendium]

haven't been sleeping properly lately
found myself falling asleep while I work into the night more and more