How’s today going?

buckling down and getting the starting scenario for my Blades In The Dark campaign set up. players have made their characters and crew, made their friends and enemies so now I just have to put something together to set it off. Blades is cool because it's very freeform but also kind of intimidating as a result. characters will be given maybe a couple descriptors (fierce, intelligent, wary etc) but that's about it, so it's mostly on me to flesh that out. the players have mostly honed in on the occult aspects of the setting and character creation (they went with Cult for their crew type), so I'm thinking of how their allies could clue them in on something that would further their God's agenda. got a couple weeks before we do the actual first session, but I figure it's better to get this knocked out now and then adjust as necessary instead of procrastinating
 
Swiftly approaching the anniversary of the worst day of my life, so my days recently have all kinda been muted and static-y. The further away I get in years the easier it is while the time it gets to me shrinks, just gotta keep on going. It always affects my creative drive, wallowing in the days not getting as much as I want done sucks. The 14th can't pass soon enough.

Anyone else having a shit time, let's get through it. We got this.
 
kevin supermarket said:
preparing to fly to NYC tomorrow (second time ever flying, first time alone) for ... a furry convention, where i'm meeting up with 13 other people who've become very good friends of mine over the last 8 months. my life is weird
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jesus fucking christ i miss them
 
today sucks and im pretty confident itll be the same for the rest of the month. October was nice and i knew having 2 good months in a row sounds too optimistic to be true. i am not thriving rn but i will soon. I hope . I don't wanna jinx it
 
Andrew said:
The depression (and other things) have been winning out lately. No matter how much I throw at things logically, I’m exhausted. Wish I could just sleep for a year.
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Feeling a bit better in the back half of today. Gonna get through this.
 
As the day is closing on another anniversary of my best friend's passing, I find myself alone in a quiet house. Today wasn't as bad as the other two. Hopefully soon I'll be able to turn this time of year into a happy and content one. Lord knows I'm trying.

Anywho, I've found my creativity again--so anyone who enjoyed some of the stuff I posted, just know I got more on the way!

And for those who are having a rough go at it, I believe in you even if you don't believe in yourself. Sometimes it seems like it never gets better, one bad day after another. Keep the head high and walk on, even when your legs wanna give out and collapse. Happiness doesn't come easy; we must fight for it.
 
mugrootbeer said:
today sucks and im pretty confident itll be the same for the rest of the month. October was nice and i knew having 2 good months in a row sounds too optimistic to be true. i am not thriving rn but i will soon. I hope . I don't wanna jinx it
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yeah this month fucking sucked lmao. i cant wait for december
 
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